One of my biggest dream in life is having someone to be with me. Someone who will never give up on me and be with me all the time. All I want is someone I can hold and would love me for who I am. Someone that will never betray me, no matter what happened. We want someone to make us believe that real love exists and they are willing to prove it to us.
Well, my life is not perfect at all. Growing in a messy world is hard, it’s kind of a challenge every day. I want to have a complete and happy family, but it was denied on me. Instead, I had to encounter such a chaotic family. My mom and dad separate ways after mom had knew she has a mistress. Perhaps, that is heartbreaking, and that is why she decided to cut off all the connections they had and divorced. But that is not easy because their decisions in life affect us well. We also feel pain, and then moving on the process is hard. We are used to having a beautiful family but turns out to be a nightmare. Everyday mom would spend sleepless nights and cry so hard. She will barely remember dad, and we had to comfort her. I know she feels so sorry about it, and her only strength is us. Maybe I feel bad, but I can’t afford to leave her alone. She has been a good mother to us, and I know she has sacrificed a lot. Maybe it’s hard for her to accept things because she gave all her everything to dad.
I have to work hard to be able to raise our family. As an elder son, I was responsible for standing as the second dad to everyone. And as much as I can, I will do everything for them, even if that means sacrificing my happiness too. I never had a girlfriend before, because I can’t divide my time, work, study, and family. And so I need to focus and prioritize first what’s most important. I became a crew and barred tender, sometimes work during my free time. Years passed all my hard work have a bear. I graduated from college and started to work. I started directly to work as a manager in a company, and I am dreaming of building my own business too. Due to my hard work and determination, I have earned and saved money for my company, it was a difficult start, but at least I made it. I went to London on business and booked a Croydon escort at https://charlotteaction.org/croydon-escorts. She is utterly beautiful and kind too. I was amazed by her, and can’t stop thinking of her. And so I keep coming back and book her. I fell in love with her at first book. And made me love her for the rest of my life